我的父亲是个农民,但是他不甘做那种地地道道的传统式的农民。于是一件件令村里人不敢想的事发生在父亲的身上。结果却如村里人所害怕的那样,一个个致富梦一次又一次地在父亲身上破灭。在我的记忆中,父亲是由于我的出生失业的,母亲也是因我而病倒的。我是家里一切灾难的祸根,却又是家中五个孩子中 My father is a peasant, but he is not willing to be a typical traditional peasant. So one thing that the villagers did not dare to think happened to his father. But as the villagers feared, the dreams of becoming rich again and again shattered on their fathers. In my memory, my father was unemployed because of my birth, and my mother was also ill because of me. I am the root cause of all the disasters in my home, yet I am among the five children in my family.