每天这个时候,我都在这个浴缸里卖力地清洗自己。身上的污秽混着沐浴露污染了清澈的水,让我作呕,让我不想在里面多呆一分钟。是的,我有洁癖。因为不争气的父亲,垃圾堆让他勉强维持生计,也让我总是那么脏兮兮。从我懂事起,接下来的十几年低贱和自卑与我形影不离。现在我终于逃离了他。我必须每天下班回家都要直奔浴缸,再把衣服一遍遍地洗。我怕,怕任何一点污秽映出从前的影子。不过今天我并没有着急冲洗。因为此刻,他正躺在我心爱的浴缸里,绳子勒紧了他的脖子。他是粗鄙的,在昨天,他还在大马路上吃得狼吞虎咽。然后再用衣袖抹去沾到嘴角的大酱。油腻成缕的头发,指缝 At this time of day, I worked hard to clean myself in this bathtub. Contamination of the body with shower gel contaminated the clear water, let me nausea, so I do not want to stay in one minute more. Yes, I have cleanliness. Because of his disappointing father, the rubbish he had managed to make ends meet and kept me from getting so dirty. From my sensible, the next ten years cheap and inferiority inseparable from me. Now I finally fled him. I have to go home from get off work every day to go straight to the bathtub, and then wash clothes over and over again. I’m afraid, afraid of any point of filth reflected the shadow of the past. But today I did not rush rush. Because now, he is lying in my beloved bathtub, the rope tightened his neck. He was vulgar, and yesterday he was still hungry on the main road. Then use the sleeve to erase the miso stained mouth. Greasy strands of hair, finger-stitched