我曾为自己的成长付出了惨重的代价! 初中二年级起,不知什么时候我开始对生活中的许多问题感到困惑与迷惘,却丝毫不想与任何人倾诉,也许是我们这个年龄的孩子所共同面临的问题。说实话,本质上我并不是坏女孩,只是对生活感到茫然。偶尔与朋友结伴逃几次课,后来开始偷偷地尝试着吸几回毒品,就是想把各种新的东西都试一下,觉得这样很新奇,挺有意思,是一种精神寄托。可不久 I had to pay a heavy price for their own growth! Since the second grade junior high school, I do not know when I began to feel confused and confused many of the issues in life, but did not want to talk with anyone, perhaps our children of the same age the problem we are facing. To be honest, in essence I am not a bad girl, just feel at a loss to life. Occasionally, I escaped several classes with my friends and later started to secretly try to suck back a few drugs. I wanted to try out all sorts of new things. I felt that I was so curious and very interesting. It was a spiritual sustenance. Not long