我该如何回忆你,带着笑或是很沉默。时光的灯忽地明了又黯淡。你明明去了那么远的地方,为何还会留下如此清晰的背影?我以为我还伏在你怀里,只是少了些熟悉的肥皂香味,却仍旧抓不住你的衣角。房间空出来了,虽然还有一台电视机,一张木床,一个衣柜,一张石磨,一张饭桌,一排几凳。因为你不在,所以再熟悉也还是空荡荡的。你喜欢闭着眼坐在床上,安静地养 How do I remember you, laughing or being silent? Time lights suddenly dim and dim. Why did you leave such a clear back when you obviously went so far? I thought I was still in my arms with only a few familiar scent of soap, but I still could not grasp your clothes. The room was empty, though there was a television set, a wooden bed, a wardrobe, a stone mill, a dining table and a few stools. Because you are not there, you are still familiar and empty. You like sitting in bed with your eyes closed and quietly raised