一我从小就有讳疾忌医的心理,一个本该早去做掉的手术,由于任性妄为,竟拖了整整三年。三年来,我一直心存侥幸,希望在某个清晨一觉醒来,心情大好,那个隐藏在鼻腔深处的囊肿,烟消云散,不见踪影,从此再无烦恼和恐惧。可现实毕竟不是梦幻,既然病已附体,就如泥沙淤积,客观存在,不管如何回避拖延,它都无法争辩和否认。人吃五谷杂粮,也生百病,这是最正常不过的事情。可是这些年我对疾病的恐惧与日俱增,甚至多次与 As a child, I had a taboo treatment of mental illness. An operation that should have gone early did not allow for a full three years because of arbitrary behavior. In the past three years, I have been lucky and hopefully awakened one morning with a good mood. The cyst hidden in the depths of the nasal cavity disappeared and disappeared, leaving no worries and no fear. But the reality is not a dream after all, since the disease has attached itself, just as siltation, the objective existence, no matter how to avoid procrastination, it can not argue and deny. People eat whole grains, are also sick, this is the most normal thing. But over the years, my fear of the disease has been increasing, even with many times