绘画于我而言即是自我的突围。几年前我曾画过很多以黄土高原为题材的写生与创作,清一色的黄土与窑洞,要不就是黑压压的高原的县城的暮色。坚持了十年左右,后来不得不放弃这一系列的创作。那时候脑海里总想找到诸如史诗性、壮阔的、神性的光辉一类的。后来我发现这些属于经典美学范畴的词汇在这样一个极度商业化、平面化的消费时代,这片土地并没有给我这种感受,因为在剧烈变革的时代,它比内地更加快速地走向平庸与物质。尽管这 Painting in my case is the breakthrough of self. A few years ago I had painted a lot of sketches and creations with the theme of the Loess Plateau, the same loess and cave dwellings, or the twilight of the county seat of the black plateau. Adhere to ten years or so, and later had to give up this series of creation. At that time, I always wanted to find such things as epic, grand, divine glory. I later discovered that these terms belonging to the category of classical aesthetics did not give me this feeling in such an extremely commercialized and planar consumer era because in the period of drastic change it moved more rapidly to mediocrity substance. Despite this