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我是谁?我是“响”号驱逐舰,因在二战中多次遭受重创却侥幸未沉而得名“不死鸟”。自1945年8月15日,我离开祖国,有了一个新的身份。我希望逐渐逃离那段不堪回首的往事,但我的内心却从未释然,噩梦般的回忆断断续续的伴随了我30多年,或许这就是死去的魂灵对我这只不死鸟无尽的惩罚,我日益感受到疲惫不堪乃至难以承受。作为苏联已除籍的舰船,上世纪70年代海参崴的一场海上军演,是我最后的一次出航。或许是知道死亡或者新生即将来临,亦或是因为来临的千岛寒流冰封了我钢铁般的躯体,我感到异常的寒冷。当我再次听到久违了的飞机引擎声和炮火轰鸣声,我眯着眼,仿佛
Who am I? I am the “Destroyer” destroyer, named for “Phoenix” for having suffered heavy losses in World War II. Since August 15, 1945, I left the motherland and got a new identity. I hope to gradually escape from the painful past, but my heart has never been relieved, nightmare memories intermittent with me for more than 30 years, perhaps this is the dead soul endless punish me for the deathless bird, I increasingly Feel tired or unbearable. As a ship that has been dumped by the Soviet Union, a naval exercise at Vladivostok in the 1970s was my last flight. Perhaps I knew the death or freshness was about to come, or because of the cold weather in the Thousand Island that froze my steel body, I was unusually cold. When I heard again the long-awaited aircraft engines and the roar of fire, I squinted as though