曾经以为婚姻是结实可靠的、生宝宝是幸福快乐的、和丈夫白头到老的、离婚的万万不可的。然而,生活告诉我：一切都不会是我们想像中的那样……悲伤着自己的悲伤,痛苦着自己的痛苦我清醒地认识到,我正在为自卑一点点付出代价。这个代价就是我今生的幸福。我的自卑是如此的根深蒂固,她仿佛成了我生命的气质,让我背负沉重。造成我自卑的原因有很多,从我记事开始,贫穷一直像一个忠实的伴侣与我的家庭如影随形；而从小到大不断经历的挫败,似乎也一直没有得到很好的消化,慢慢积累起来的负面情绪渐渐成为心里一个一个的结,要想打开来,实在太困难了；在我的童年记忆里,父亲对我的不管不问和放任自流更是一种最 Once thought that marriage is solid and reliable, the baby is happy and happy, and her husband old-fashioned, divorce, absolutely must not. However, life tells me: nothing will be as we imagined ... sad sadness, suffering their own pain I realized clearly that I was paying a price for inferiority. This price is the happiness of my life. My inferiority is so deeply rooted that she seems to have become the temperament of my life, let me bear heavy. There are many reasons that cause me to be inferiority. Starting from my memoirs, poverty has always been like a loyal companion with my family; and the frustration of an inexperienced little boy seems to have not been well digested and slowly accumulated Negative emotions gradually become one of the knot in my heart, to open it, it is too difficult; in my childhood memories, my father regardless of my ignorance and laissez-faire is one of the most