女儿出生的时候有些异常,是先天性唇裂。女儿很乖,似乎意识到自己的缺陷,很少毫无理由地大哭大闹,也很少微笑。那次,我正在房间看书,翻阅又一页时转身看了一下摇篮的女儿,却惊异地发现女儿的脸上正漾着笑。她正沉浸在睡梦中。清晨的阳光照进来,柔柔地洒在女儿粉嫩的小脸上,女儿静静地笑着。因为唇部的残缺,女儿的笑容不是很漂亮。若是女儿看到了自己的笑容是这副模样,想必不会无所顾忌地继续笑下去。这时,我的心开始隐隐作痛。女儿刚满三个月,是唇裂的最早也是最佳的缝合期。家乡的小城医院也可以动这个手术,而且费用也很低廉。但打听到上海九院在这方面是专长,便决定去上海,虽然近万元费用令我伤透了脑筋。但我顾不上被拒绝的难堪,开始东挪西借。几位朋友平时关系蛮不错,可一听说借钱,不是闪烁其辞,就是大倒苦水。我一向对钱看得很淡,现在却在心里痛骂自己的贫穷和无能,恨不能将家里所有值钱的东西都卖了。 Something unusual when a daughter is born, is a congenital cleft lip. Daughter obedient, it seems that aware of their own shortcomings, rarely cry for no reason, rarely smile. That time, I was reading a book in the room, turned around and looked at the cradle’s daughter when I read another page, but was surprised to find her daughter’s face smiling. She is immersed in her sleep. Morning sun shines in, gently sprinkle her daughter pink face, her daughter quietly smiling. Because of the lack of lips, daughter’s smile is not very beautiful. If the daughter saw his smile is this pair of appearances, presumably not without scruples to continue to laugh. At this moment, my heart began to faint. Just three months old daughter, is the earliest and best cleft lip suture. Small town hospitals in our hometown can also move this operation, and the cost is very low. However, I found that Shanghai Jiuliangye is a specialty in this respect and decided to go to Shanghai, though nearly a million yuan cost me a headache. But I do not attend to the embarrassment of being rejected and started to move around in the west. A few friends usually very good relationship, can be heard borrowing money, not flashing its resignation, is a big loser. I have always looked very light on the money, but now my heart scolded his poverty and incompetence, can not wait to sell all the valuables at home.