没想到我会老。这并不是因为我还多么年轻,只要低头看看有我一半高的儿子,就知道自己早已青春不在。但我的确没想到自己会有老了的一天。我甚至想过死亡,年轻而壮美的死,如夏花绚烂飞散,像琴弦泣血崩裂,不着痕迹,不留念想,没有在人世间漫长而充分的准备,更没有疾病和寿数把生命践踏到奄奄一息。 I did not expect I will be old. This is not because I am so young, just look down and have my half-high son, I knew I was already youthful. But I really did not expect to have an old day. I even thought of death, young and magnificent death, such as summer flowers gorgeous flying scattered like a string of blood and tears crack, do not leave any trace, do not remember, not in the human world long and adequate preparation, but no disease and life trampled life To dying.