子尤离去已经十年。世界和中国变化很大,我也脱胎换骨,而不变的只有子尤。对我来说,子尤已化作星空中的永恒,凝结为我生命中的坐标。我期待每年的十月,一次又一次仰望星空,寻找子尤的踪迹;而10月22日,就是我与凝结成坐标的子尤零距离的时刻。这个过程,是渴望和伤悲交织的过程,是感情和灵魂碰撞的过程,绝非“母子情深”这样的形容可以表达。 You’ve been ten years away. The world and China have changed a lot. To me, the son has turned into eternity in the sky, condensed into the coordinates of my life. I look forward to seeing the stars again and again in the October of each year looking for the traces of the children. On October 22, I was at a time when I was at a distance from the children who had condensed into coordinates. This process is the process of intertwining and sorrowing. It is the process of the collision of feelings and souls. It is not the expression “mother and child love” that can be expressed.