离开空五军到空军司令部军训部任职,对我来说,在一定意义上是脱离“苦海”。在空五军,陈励耘、王维国等人以莫须有的罪名对我进行没完没了的批斗,虽然令我精神上很受压抑,但说实话也没什么了不起的。在最困难的时候,我曾和爱人商量过,就是一条,坚持真理,修正错误,绝不说违心的话,办违心的事,大不了最后回家拉排子车去。其实,最让人难以忍受的,是这种所谓的“政冶运动”无理剥夺了我进行正常工作的权利。应当讲,我正当盛年,党培养了我这么多年,我也积累了一些经验,正是我为党的事业工作、为空军部队建设效力的时候,却被无休止的批判捆住了手脚,不让干工作,真是欲罢不忍,欲干不能,精神上很痛苦。因此,离开空五军这个是非之地,当时真感到是一种解脱。后来我才知 To leave the Air Force to serve in the Military Training Department of the Air Force Command was, to a certain extent, detached from the “bitter sea.” In the air, the Wujun Force, Chen Liyun, Wang Weiguo and others went on indefinitely to criticize me with moratoriums. Although I was greatly depressed in my mind, I am honest. In the most difficult time, I have consulted with my beloved one thing. If we stick to the truth, correct the mistakes, and never talk of any disagreeable things, if we do not do the same thing, then we will go home in a big way. In fact, the most unbearable thing is that this so-called “political movement” unreasonably deprived me of the right to carry out its normal work. It should be said that when I was in the middle of the years, the party cultivated me for so many years and I also accumulated some experience. It was exactly when I worked for the party’s cause and for the construction of the air force that it was bound by endless criticism, Do not let work, really can not stop, want to do can not, mental pain. Therefore, it was a relief to leave the empire of empty air force. Later I learned