一我病恹恹地躺在床上,呆滞地凝视着铁架床的顶端。那里是锈掉的铁架和粗糙的木板,木板中间有条极大的缝。我就这么盯着那条缝看了老半天。展鹏像只小兽一样,在宿舍窄小的空间里来回走动。他劝我上医院,可我不听,我宁可就这么耗着,就这么盯着这条无辜的缝发呆。我从不听他的,包括他说等我们大学毕业了,就让我嫁给他。上回深夜,他想留宿在我 As soon as I was ill I lay in bed, staring dullly at the top of the metal bed. There is a rusty iron frame and a rough plank of wood with a huge seam in the middle. I stared at that stitch so old for a long time. Zhan Peng like a small beast, like a small space in the dormitory back and forth. He advised me to go to the hospital, but I do not listen, I would rather consume so staring at this innocent stitch daze. I never listen to him, including he said that when we graduated from college, let me marry him. Late last night, he wanted to stay in me