是在加勒比海邮轮上听到铁生骤逝的噩耗的。2011年新年钟声敲响的瞬间,接到了北京传来的不祥电讯。那天从海上归来,早晨把女儿送到学校,我转身就进了附近的花坊,买了一束黄白菊花,回家找出了那个豆青开片双耳瓶,再从电脑里印出一帧铁生的遗照,小心仔细地置放在插好的花丛中。隔着一道大洋,我想为铁生,也为我自己, It was on the Caribbean cruise ship to hear the sudden death of iron bad news. In 2011, when the New Year bell rings, I received the ominous telecommunications from Beijing. Returned from the sea that day, the daughter was sent to school in the morning, I turned into a nearby flower shop, bought a bouquet of yellow and white chrysanthemums, go home to find out that beans open film amphora, and then printed from the computer a Tiesheng’s testimony, carefully placed carefully inserted in the flowers. Across the ocean, I want to Tiesheng, but also for myself,