还记得一年前在我刚成为司法助理员不久的一天,我收到了一封来自柳林监狱的信。那封信是一名服刑人员写给司法所的,在信中有这样一段话映入了我的眼帘:“我女儿心脏病复发,我妻子张某快要承受不住了,我请求党和政府帮帮我,救救我的女儿,救救我这个家吧!”揣着这封沉甸甸的信,还来不及多想的我们便赶到他家,眼前的一幕让我惊呆了:他的妻子轻生了!“救护车、抢救室、输液瓶、氧气……”那一晚有无数不完整的片段在我的眼前闪现。她得救了,但醒来的第一句话却是:“为什么不让我死?”从她绝望的眼神中,我感觉到那沉重的担子已经压得她喘不过气来,而作为一名司法助理员的我,也突然间觉得责任的砝码正在身上不断地加重、再加重。是的,我要让大墙内的人安心改造,我要帮他挽救这个 I still remember a year ago when I was just a judicial assistant, I received a letter from Liulin Prison. The letter was written by a prisoner to the Judicial Institute. In the letter, there is such a passage that catches my eyes: “My daughter’s heart attack is going back and my wife Zhang can not stand it anymore. I asked the party and The government helped me and saved my daughter, and saved my home! ”“ With this heavy letter, it was too late for us to rush to his house, and the immediate scene shocked me: His wife was born! ”Ambulance, Rescue room, Infusion bottle, Oxygen ... “ That night there are countless fragments flashed in front of me. She was saved, but the first thing she woke up was: ”Why do not I die? " From her desperate eyes, I feel that heavy burden has been over her breath, and as I, a justice assistant, also suddenly felt that the weight of the responsibility is being constantly aggravated and aggravated. Yes, I want to make the people in the wall reassuring, I want to help him save this