2013年冬天,我去眉县的乡村采访一个姓于的农民。这位年过六十的老农民给我讲述了他们一家以及他们村里的地主、富农家庭出身的人的遭遇后,沉默了,那张布满刀刻般皱纹的脸显得冷峻而沉重,随之,他叹息了一声:“唉!要脸的死了,我们这些不要脸的都活下来了。”他的话一出口,我就觉得十分惊讶。我用十分钦佩的目光注视着这位老农民:钦佩他的清醒,钦佩他的自 In the winter of 2013, I interviewed a rural peasant in Meixian County. The 60-year-old peasant told me about the silence of those who came from their family and landlords and rich peasants in their village. The face covered with knife-like wrinkles looked grim and heavy, He sighs: “Oh, my face is dead, and all of us are shameless.” "I was very surprised when he spoke. I looked at the old peasant with admiration: admiring his soberness and admiring his self