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张婷姐姐:你好。我是一个虚荣的女生,大概是因为不起眼,没有人关心与关注,所以我学会了撒谎和幻想。我不知道我是怎么了,就是始终控制不了自己。从很早开始我就利用这样的方法博得关注,取悦他人,我喜欢别人羡慕我的感觉。我对身边的朋友说我有一群更好的朋友,还有一个很喜欢我的男生,幻想中的一切都很美好,我一直在朋友面前装作自鸣得意。有时候我也会很慌乱,我明白纸是包不住火的,事情总有败露的一天,于是总是惶惶不安,集中不了精力。我又不可能向他们坦白,因为害怕他们的厌恶。我知道这样的自己很讨厌,却控制不了。
Zhang Ting sister: Hello. I am a vain girl, probably because of modest, no one cares and concerns, so I learned to lie and fantasy. I do not know what is wrong with me, I just can not control myself. From the very beginning, I used this method to draw attention and delight others. I like the feeling that others envy me. I told my friends around that I had a group of better friends and a boy who liked me very much. Everything in my fantasy was wonderful. I kept my smug presence in front of my friends. Sometimes I will be very confused, I understand the paper can not be enveloped in fire, there is always a day of revelation, so always panic, can not concentrate. I can not confess to them again, for fear of their disgust. I know I hate myself but I can not control it.