过去,我常常梦见母亲,尽管梦中的情节每次都有所不同,可它们带给我的却总是同样的惊讶。梦境消失,我想,那是因为梦中的希望过于坦率、梦中的宽恕过于温厚的缘故吧。梦里的我和当时的我年龄相同,梦里的事情正是当时生活中发生着的事情。但我时常发现,梦中,妈妈依然活着。事实上,她在我刚刚二十来岁的时候就去世了,那时,她只有五十出头。有时,我发觉自己是在家中那间破旧的 In the past, I often dreamed about my mother, and although the plot in the dream was different every time, it was always the same surprise they brought to me. Dreams disappear, I think, it is because the dream of hope is too straightforward, forgiveness in the dream too warm reason. My dreams and I was the same age, the dream thing is what happened in life at that time. But I often find that in the dream, the mother is still alive. In fact, she died when I was only in her twenties, when she was in her early twenties. Sometimes, I find myself shabby at home