从出院回到学校开始,那位女友每天都抽空来看望我。帮我活动手臂,给我读报纸和杂志。她越是对我体贴,我越是对她冷漠。几个月后,每当她来,我都装作睡着。我想得很清楚,自己成了半个植物人,不知道何年何月勃朗宁夫人的奇迹才在我身上发生,我绝不能毁了她的青春,绝不能继续接受她的爱。她早已看出了我的心思,但仍然执著。秋天,她又给我买了毛毯,并提来了自己的录音机以及她在湖北荆州世协函授班和昆明社会大学世界语进修班用过的教材、资料、辞典和磁带。我的 From the time she left the hospital and returned to school, the girlfriend took time out to visit me every day. Help me move my arms and read me newspapers and magazines. The more she cared about me, the more I was indifferent to her. A few months later, whenever she came, I pretended to be asleep. I think very clearly that I have become a half-vegetarian. I don’t know what the miracle of Lady Browning took place in me. I must not ruin her youth and must not continue to accept her love. She has already seen my mind but she is still attached. In the fall, she bought me a blanket and brought her own tape recorder and her teaching materials, materials, dictionaries and tapes used in correspondence classes in Hubei Jingzhou Association and in the Esperanto training classes in Kunming Social University. mine