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同往常一样独坐窗前,望着夜空中星光点点,心绪一片黯淡。无所事事的空虚和一事无成的懊恼潜入我的脑际,令我在一种类似“不眠知夕永”的凄清里,深深地品味人生。从前,在当兵时,部队进行国防施工,挖沈丹线通信光缆沟。每天繁重的体力劳动使得我和战友们疲惫不堪,骨头跟散了架一样,有的真恨不得一头倒在沟里睡上一大觉。但这样的想法实属奢侈,能在沟边坐一会儿,抽支烟,就已是难得的享受了。当时我曾想,如果有一天复员回家了,能有个轻松稳定的工作,不用再干活儿卖力气,那就满足了,这辈子就算幸福了。就是在这样的劳累之中,我们的心里却感到充实和欢乐——可以为一段艰难工程的完工而快活,也可以为远方恋人的来信而快活;可以为周末的一顿美餐而快活,更可以为探亲回家看
As usual, sitting alone in front of the window, looking at the stars in the night sky, a dim mood. Nothing emptiness and nothing annoy sneaking into my mind, so I am in a kind of “sad”, deep taste of life. In the past, while serving in the army, the armed forces conducted national defense construction and dredged the Dan-tan communications cable trench. Every day, the heavy manual labor made me and my comrades exhausted. The bones were the same as the scattered ones. Some of them really could not help falling asleep in the ditch. However, this idea is a luxury. Sitting in the ditch for a while can only enjoy smoking cigarettes. At that time, I thought that if one would demobilize and go home one day and have a relaxed and steady job and no longer have to work hard to work hard, then it will be satisfied and happy in this life. It is in this exertion that our heart feels fulfilled and joyful - to be happy for the completion of a difficult project, to be pleasant for a letter from afar lovers, to be happy for a weekend meal, and more To visit relatives to see home