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我有一次误读歌曲的经验。 当时二十岁,正陷落在“青春的阵痛期”里,苦闷、傍徨、怀疑一切一切的价值,甚至找不到生存的理由。虽然一直活得顺,却觉得自己已千疮百孔。一天,偶然听到一首英文歌。是一个老男人,好象在说着自己的什么经历;他用业已喑哑和苍老的喉咙,欲语还休却欲休还诉。好几回我觉得他就要喊了,就要承受不住那些陈年往事而深深地叹息了。但他居然每每收拢住那些已经势必决堤的激流,吞下叫喊,也吞下世界施之于身的所有悲哀和不幸。我一下与之合二为一了,想:这必是一个男人坎坷一生的自传。
I have a misread song experience. At that time, I was 20 years old and was falling into the “painful period of youth”. I was depressed, lost in my water, I was suspicious of all the values and could not even find a reason for my existence. Although she has been living well, she feels riddled with problems. One day, I heard an English song by chance. Is an old man, as if talking about what their own experience; he has been mumbled and old throat, but also want to rest on their own desire to rest off. Several times I think he would shout, we must not bear those old memories and deeply sigh. However, he actually always gathered in those already bound to burst the torrent, swallow shouting, but also swallowed the world of all the tragedies and misfortunes. I am with the one and one, think: This must be a man’s rough life autobiography.