一九七四年,我十七岁,高中刚毕业,说懂事,什么都懂了,说不懂,真正明白的事实在太少。那是个知识分子被成群地赶进深山的年代,一切都被扭曲,一切都很荒唐。我是那个时代带着几分奇怪的标本,算是高中毕业,实际水平比初中生还差。我留过一级,从农村回到南京后,又莫名其妙地跳了一级,甚至还泡过将近一年的病假。读不读 In 1974, when I was seventeen, I just graduated from high school. When I was high school, I understood everything and did not understand it. There are too few facts I really understand. It was an era in which intellectuals were driven into the mountains in hordes, everything was distorted and everything absurd. I was a bit strange specimens with that era, be considered a high school graduate, the actual level worse than the junior high school students. After I returned to Nanjing from the rural areas, I was once again jumped to the next level. I even had a year-long sick leave. Reading is not read