十几年写作的光景可谓漫长。一九八六年我开始很正式地发表我的小说时，心中充满了艰辛和期待。我总记得那是个充满了迷茫的时期。那时候我读了很多书。几乎所有被翻译过来的外国当代作品。于是我便在一个炎热的夏天开始写我的小说。那小说是纯粹属于我的。我个人的。我甚... More than a decade of writing can be described as long. When I started to formally publish my novel in 1986, my heart was full of hardships and expectations. I always remember that time is full of confusion. At that time I read a lot of books. Almost all foreign contemporary works that have been translated. So I started writing my novel on a hot summer. That novel is purely mine. My own. I ...