多年前,我第一次在家乡公园里看走江湖的人玩把戏,那个人油嘴滑舌,手脚灵巧,飞快地把几个胡桃壳搬来搬去,然后问四周围观的乡巴佬:“哪个空壳子下面有一颗豌豆?”当时我对世上的坏事虽毫无所知,却突然提高嗓子尖声说:“说不定都没有。”那个人狠狠地瞪了我一眼,随后又把我咒骂了一顿:“小姐、太太、老爷们,你们瞧,这个小鬼啊,长大了定是个哭丧鬼,悲观主义者。”那时我还不懂什么叫“悲观主义者”,后来查字典,才知道那个人讲的一点都不错。字典上说,悲观主义者是“凡事都往坏处想,总以为结果一定不好的人”,这正是我的写照。我可不是存心要悲观,而是天生的悲观。不过我倒觉得:我们这些悲观主义者过的日子,比起那些乐观主义者要高明得多了。比方说,我每次坐上飞机,口里就不出声地念念有词,黯然向世界告别,自信这次一定劫数难逃。每次送朋友上飞机,我也有同样的感觉,总要恋恋不舍地多看 Many years ago, for the first time in my hometown park, I watched the people play rivers and lakes. The man with a glibed tongue and clever hands and feet quickly moved a few walnut shells and asked the peasant around him: “Which empty shell is below There was a pea? ”While I knew nothing of the world’s bad things, I suddenly raised my throat and said,“ Maybe I did not. ”The man stared at me fiercely and cursed me later : “Miss, ladies and gentlemen, you see, this little devil, who grew up to be a sinister, pessimist.” At that time I did not understand what was called a “pessimist”, then I searched the dictionary to know that People are not bad at all. According to the dictionary, the pessimist is “all things are bad things, always think the result is not good people,” This is exactly my portrayal. I am not intentionally pessimistic, but born pessimistic. However, I think: the days when we pessimists spend much more time than those optimists. For example, every time I get on an airplane, I silently say good-bye to the world with no words, and I am sure I will not escape this time. Every time I get a friend on the plane, I also have the same feeling, always reluctantly to see more