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肃穆的女声在教堂的弧形圆顶上空回荡,而唱诗班第二排最左边,永远是她的位置。我始终很难明白,何以一个女人,会突然痴迷地相信一个挂在天边的谎言。我还小的时候,她年纪不大,有时还带着少女的不成熟、傲气。对,一个傲气的人是很难听进上帝的话的。比如此时年轻的我,比如,昔日年轻的她。我看着她因为低声吟唱诗歌而微微颤动的嘴唇,我终于发现,宗教是一种何等强大的精神力量,让一个人舍弃了自己从前的我行我素,心甘情愿地成为精神上的囚徒,并做着一个个虚无的梦,借着上帝,说服自己快乐(我那时是这么揣测的)。
Solemn voice echoed over the dome of the church, and the leftmost part of the choir’s second row was always her place. I always hard to understand why a woman would suddenly obsessed believe a lie hanging on the horizon. When I was young, she was very young, sometimes with the girl’s immature, arrogant. Yes, it is hard for an arrogant person to listen to the word of God. For example, when I was young, for example, old young she. I watched her lips flutter slightly as she whispered songs, and I finally realized that religion was a formidable spiritual force that allowed one man to abandon his past selfishness, willingly to become a spiritual prisoner and to be One after another dreams, through God, convinced myself to be happy (I was so speculated at that time).