我从小是跟着外公、外婆长大的,在我六岁之前,我一直和两位老人生活在辽宁省朝阳市一个非常偏远的山村里。彼时,我的父母和家里其他亲戚都在我们省的另一个城市打工,所以儿时的我与父母,每年也就只能见上一次面。打从我三岁以后,我的童年记忆全部都是外公、外婆和我们共同生活的小山村。在我六岁左右时,每每黄昏后,我就会蹲在村口,望 I grew up with my grandfather and my grandmother. Before I was six years old, I lived with two elderly people in a very remote mountain village in Chaoyang City, Liaoning Province. At that time, my parents and other relatives at home were working in another city in our province, so my parents and I could only see each other once a year. After I was three years old, all my childhood memories were from my grandfather and the small village where we live together. When I was six or so, I often squat in the village entrance after dusk