本文献给在过去十多年来的许多不眠之夜,同在一起喝酒,怀着同样梦想的南方之子们。为了“那个存在”我们曾一道苦苦挣扎在精神无边的深渊里。此文作为我对他(她)们深深的爱。作为对那些躁动年华的纪念。那时我们有太多的激情和勇气去抗拒生存的苍白和平庸。 This article is dedicated to many of the sleepless nights of the past decade or so, the sons of the South who are drinking together with the same dreams. In order to “that existence,” we once struggled in the boundless abyss of spirit. This article as my deep love for him (her). As a memorial to those restless. At that time we had too much passion and courage to resist the paleness and mediocrity of existence.