我所读到的第一篇巴别尔的小说叫《我的第一只鹅》。那时,我已经在美国留学数年,在异国他乡,我悟到了重要的东西,而我若讲出来,担心别人是既不懂,也不愿懂的。青春的高傲让我不屑做众人皆醉我独醒的酸状。但嬉笑如常的我却被郁闷蚕食着,渐觉心事茫茫,仿佛生了慢性病。《我的第 The first piece I read of Babel’s novel was “My First Geese.” At that time, I had been studying in the United States for several years. When I was in a foreign country, I realized something important. If I said it, I was worried that people would neither understand nor understand it. I am disdain for the arrogance of youth, everyone is drunk, I alone wake up sour. However, laughing as usual, I was depressed depressed, gradually feel boundless, seemed to have a chronic disease. "My number