我想,我肯定是喜欢上她了。因为喜欢,我有些恨我自己,恨我自己为什么没有早一些喜欢上她。她,在我喜欢上她之前就在我们村里了,我竟然浪费了一大段的时间。所以,我要加倍地喜欢她,把以前的浪费给弥补回来。为了她,我开始逃课。每天背着书包去上学,我总是先绕到生产队的大场院上看一看,看看知青们是否又在排练样板戏。只要是在排练样板戏,她肯定是主角,肯定是演李铁梅。我不知道她的名字叫什么,只听其他的知青喊她小张子,队上的人也跟着知青喊她小张子。小张子的叫法太普通,一点也不好听,像她那样一个出众美丽的女人应该有一个更好的称呼。为了把她从普通的女人堆儿里剥离出来,为了和她的出色更协调,我管她叫李铁梅。她不是戏里的李铁梅,是戏外的李铁梅,是我一个人的李铁梅。戏外的李铁梅凭着戏里的李铁梅,牢牢地吸引了我,征服了我。有时侯,我甚至分不清楚,哪 I think I definitely like her. Because I like, I hate myself some, hate myself why I did not like her earlier. She was in our village before I loved her, and I wasted a long time. So I like to double her, to make up for the previous waste back. For her, I started skipping classes. Carrying bags every day to go to school, I always go around the production team to see a large yard to see if the educated youth are again rehearsal model drama. As long as the rehearsal model drama, she is certainly the protagonist, certainly playing Tie Tie Mei. I do not know what her name is, just listen to other educated youth shouting her a small man, the team also followed the educated youth called her small. The name of the child is too ordinary, not at all good, like her, a superior and beautiful woman should have a better title. In order to peel her out of the ordinary woman heap, in order to be more harmonious with her, I call her Tiemei. She is not Li Tiemei in the play, Li Tiemei outside the play, and I am a person Li Tiemei. Li Tiemei outside the play with Li Tiemei in the play, firmly attracted me and conquered me. Sometimes, I can not even tell where