大哥是前妈生的,长我20岁,一直在西北生活,多年都没回过重庆了。曾记得小的时候,大哥象大人一样抱我、亲我、照顾我,给我买糖糖。后来因爸爸的“问题”连累了大哥,他性格变得固执而傲慢。去年大哥带着大嫂回渝探亲,我发觉大哥简直老了,看上去就像爸爸的弟弟,说话的声音、走路的姿势都像。也许在黄土高坡呆的日子长了,一顶帽子又脏,老蓝布中山装,再配一双用手工打的铺边布鞋,加 Big Brother is a mother-in-law, I am 20 years old, has been living in the northwest, for many years have not returned to Chongqing. I remember a small time, big brother as adults, like me, kiss me, take care of me, give me sugar candy. Later, due to my father “problem ” tired brother, his character becomes stubborn and arrogant. Last year, her eldest brother went back to visit her relatives with her sister-in-law. I noticed that my elder brother was almost old. She looked like my dad’s brother, her voice and her walking posture. Perhaps in the days of loess slopes stay long, a hat and dirty, old blue cloth tunic, matched with a pair of hand-beaten shop shoes, plus