小豹,小豹,小渔常常这样唤她的儿子。我和小渔同年,十几岁时就认识了。高中时,班上漂亮的女生很多,我和她都不在其中,但相同的是,我们都曾暗恋过一个漂亮的男生。我属牛的,特别拗,喜欢上一个人非但不表白,还故意疏远他,装作很高傲的样子。她倒是愿意接近他,经常和他的一群哥们儿一起回家,没过多久,她倒是被那个男生的一个哥们儿追上了,还稀里糊涂地好了一年。多年之后,我问她,你明明喜欢的是他,怎么和他的哥们儿好了呢?她听了一脸茫然,眼睛一眯,似乎要回到十八岁去寻找答案。正如她的婚姻一样,我记得那是个闷沉沉的夏天中午,我睡了一个很长的午觉,总感觉醒不来,其实大脑已经在苏醒了,眼睛却老睁 Leopard, leopard, fishing often call her son. I was in the same year with Xiaoyu and I met when I was a teenager. When I was in high school, there were so many beautiful girls in the class that I and she were both out, but in the same way, we all had a crush on a pretty boy. I am a cow, particularly stubborn, like a person not only do not understand, but also intentionally alienated him, pretending to be proud of. She’d rather approached him and often went home with a group of his buddies. It was not long before she was overtaken by a buddy of the boy, who was still muddleheaded for a year. Years later, I asked her, how you obviously like him and how well he and his buddies are? She looked dazed, eyes squinting, seems to be back at the age of eighteen to find the answer. Like her marriage, I remember that it was a boring summer noon, I slept for a long afternoon, I always feel awake, in fact, the brain has been awake, eyes are always open