我曾经是个有远大理想的青年,激情满怀,意志坚定,行动力旺盛,对这个世界充满好奇心,还能够读懂王阳明和加缪。如果照这个趋势发展下去,说不定就能进入“坐而论道,起而行之”的高超境界,成为当代伟人也是蛮有希望的。但不知从何时开始,也许是过完三十岁生日不久,世界在我眼中,就由五彩斑斓瞬间变成一片灰色。也就是说,我对一切几乎失去了兴趣,行动也随之变得格外迟缓。 I used to be an ambitious young man full of passion, determination and action, curious about the world and able to read Wang Yangming and Camus. If we follow the trend of development, we may even be able to enter the superb realm of “sitting and discussing things from the beginning,” and it is also quite promising to be a great man of the present age. But I do not know when it started, perhaps shortly after the thirtieth birthday, the world turns from gray to gray in my eyes. In other words, I almost lost interest in everything, and the action has become particularly slow.