这些年,每次回老家,我都会去奶奶的坟上给她烧纸,跟她说说话。奶奶走了17年了,我觉得凭她的智慧和勤劳,在那个世界里应该过得不差。2000年的秋天,父亲打来电话说奶奶病重了,当时的我脑子嗡的一声,魂魄一下子就飞回了老家。我找到报社领导请假,他问我请几天,我说不知道。当时报社刚改日报不久,我看到了领导的为难表情。我说实在不行我就辞职,工作没了可以再找,奶奶没了就永远没有了。现在想来当 In these years, every time I return home, I will go to my grandmother’s grave to burn her paper, talk to her. Granny went 17 years, I think by virtue of her wisdom and hard-working, in that world should not be bad. In the autumn of 2000, my father called and said grandma was seriously ill. At that time, my mind hummed and my soul flew back home. I found the newspaper leader asked for leave, he asked me a few days, I said I do not know. Not long after the newspaper had just changed its daily newspaper, I saw the leadership’s embarrassed expression. I said it was not my job to resign, no job to find, my grandmother gone forever gone. Now want to come