错觉这是一种心情。其实,某些时候,我习惯在伤感中俯拾过去,正如习惯了一种生活姿势,一旦改变,生活就在眼前瞬间坍塌。于是,我总是保留往事的余温。二○○四岌岌可危的时候,我明白,光阴会毫不留情地抹煞岁月的存在,取而代之的则是另一种冠冕堂皇的岁月——二○○五。又是一簇年华,摇摇欲坠。我试图伸手去抓住或者挽留些什么,但悬空 Illusion This is a mood. In fact, at some point, I am accustomed to rushing past in the sadness, just as I am used to a life posture. Once changed, life will collapse in front of me instantly. So, I always keep the past temperature. When I was at risk in 2004, I knew that time would be relentlessly obliterating the existence of years, and instead it would be another high-sounding year - 2005. It is a cluster of years and it is teetering. I tried to reach out and grab or retain something, but it was vacant