认识自己认识自己是很难的。所以据说古希腊的神庙门头上会写这样的训词。中国的贤哲也说:人贵有自知之明。我自己有过切身的教训。二十年前我在《十月》发了一个小说,因为获奖,被推荐到文革后刚恢复的文学讲习所学习。参加这期学习的,包括我在内的有一些人还不是中国作协会员。就有人发起,要求由文讲所推荐加入中国作协。问到我,我惴惴的。我从小把“作家”看得极神圣。才发一个短篇,就成“作家”了,这有点像是开玩笑。休息日我去一位编辑家做客,说起 It’s hard to know yourself. So it is said that the entrance to the temple in ancient Greece will write such precepts. China’s sage also said: People are self-aware. I have learned the lesson myself. Twenty years ago I wrote a novel in October, because of the award, was recommended to the literary class just after the Cultural Revolution to resume learning. Participate in this period of study, including myself, some people are not members of the Chinese Writers Association. Someone initiated, asked by the text to recommend joining the Chinese Writers Association. Ask me, I am shy. I have been very holy to “writer”. Just send a short story, become “writer ”, and this is a bit of a joke. Rest days I went to an editor guest, talking about