我小的时候,外婆的妈妈还健在,身体硬朗。她每天都出神地望着窗外,像是在想着某些事情。有一次,我好奇地问她:“太婆,你在想什么事情呢?”她笑了笑,也不回头,只是说了句:“小孩子家,你不懂。”长大后我才知道,太婆是在想太公呢!太婆和太公,是在一片田野认识的,那时候,太婆16岁,太公18岁。这段爱情终究没有结果——农民与财主。太婆和太公的家庭出身截然不同,在一起几年之后便分开了,却留了根,也就有了外婆,也就有了妈妈,再后来就有了我。每当秋天到 When I was young, my grandmother’s mother was still alive and physically tough. She looked out of the window every day, as if thinking about something. On one occasion, I asked her curiously: “What is your thinking about Grandma?” She smiled and she didn’t look back. She just said: “Children, you don’t understand.” Later I learned that my great-grandmother was thinking about Taigong! Grandma and Taigong were met in a field. At that time, Grandma was 16 and Taigong was 18 years old. This love finally has no result - the peasant and the rich man. The grandfather’s and Taigong’s family origins were very different. They separated after a few years, but they left their roots. They also had grandmothers, and they also had mothers. Later, they had me. Whenever autumn comes