我的时代,是祖国遭受日本野蛮侵略的时代,是国府贪腐导致内战溃败的时代,是台湾由白色恐怖政权演变成蓝绿两党恶斗的时代,是中华民族持续被世界霸权挟制分离的时代。这些混乱时代,无数中国人也经历过。我的身世比较特殊一点,从社会底层到豪门权贵生活,在我悲惨的童少年时期都体验了,让我过早地认识人生的复杂和痛苦。我生性愚顽唯独爱书,中国古籍、五四新文学和俄罗斯文学,让我青少年时期萌生了浪漫的理想,在战火连天政治阴 My era is the era when the motherland suffered the brutal invasion of Japan, the era when the government corruption led to the defeat of the civil war, the era when Taiwan was evolved from a white terror regime into a blue-and-green belligerent faction and the separation of the Chinese nation from the hegemony of the world hegemony . These chaotic times, countless Chinese have also experienced. My life experience is rather special. From the bottom of society to wealthy and powerful life, I have experienced in my miserable childhood. It makes me realize the complexity and pain of life prematurely. I was born stupid love books alone, Chinese ancient books, May Fourth new literature and Russian literature, so I adolescents initiation of a romantic ideal,