两种近乎水火不相容的东西,以我无法想象的方式统一在我身上:热烈的性格、奔腾的感情和缓慢凝滞的思想。似乎我的心灵和我的思想并不是属于同一个人的。比闪电更迅疾的情感攫取我的心灵,但它并不给我启示,而是使我激动,使我迷惑。我感觉一切,但我什么也不领会。我暴躁易怒,但又麻木不仁:我在冷静下来之后才能思考。令人惊讶的是,只要别人能够耐心等待,我仍然可以表现出相当可靠的直觉、洞察力、甚至敏感。“只 Two incompatible things, almost unimaginable in my unimaginable way: Meager temperament, penniless feelings, and sluggish thoughts. It seems that my mind and my thoughts do not belong to the same person. The emotion more rapid than Lightning grabbed my soul, but it did not give me revelation, but it excite me and confuse me. I feel everything, but I do not understand anything. I am irritable, but insensitive: I can only think after I calm down. Surprisingly, I can still show fairly reliable intuition, insight, and even sensitivity as long as others can wait patiently. ”only