我努力学习,是因为害怕。作为一个缺乏安全感的人,在学习上,我会相当努力,而原因并不是因为学习能让我更成功,只是学习好,父母、老师就会更加喜欢我,然后我就会觉得满足。但其实我非常的害怕,害怕万一哪天我考得不够好了,全世界会不会都不理我了。所以当我拼命得到这些并取得不错成绩时,我只会更加不安。考得不好的一次,我都觉得自己没有生存下去的必要了。无助感袭来,我无力抵抗。那个晚上, I study hard because of fear. As a lack of security, I will work very hard on my studies. The reason is not that learning can make me more successful, but learning from parents and teachers will like me more, and then I will feel satisfied. But in fact, I am very scared, afraid of one day if I test well enough, the whole world will not ignore me. So when I desperately get these and achieved good results, I will only be more uneasy. Bad test again, I think I did not survive the necessary. Helpless attack, I am unable to resist. That night,