我一直认为自己是个危险分子。上大一时,因为长期失眠及偶发性的幻听幻觉,我和一位最要好的朋友郑重谈话,告诉她我有精神崩溃的可能性,并冷静地请求她,假如某天我被人送进精神病院,那么她一定要想法救我——我的意思是,无论如何,就是死我也不能死在精神病院里——我的朋友居然也郑重地答应了我的要求。由此可以想见,那个地方在我们这些人脑海中有着怎样的可怕面目。 I always consider myself a dangerous man. As a freshman, I had a serious conversation with one of my best friends because of chronic insomnia and occasional hallucinations, telling her I had the possibility of a mental breakdown and asked her calmly if one day I was sent Mental hospital, then she must have the idea to save me - I mean, in any case, is dead I can not die in the mental hospital - my friend actually solemnly promised my request. It is thus conceivable what terrible face that place has in the minds of those of us.