有一个问题始终令我感到疑惑，这就是许多年以前，我们的父辈是在一种什么样的思想指导下以及为了什么，汇集到了镰刀斧头这面旗帜下，并且义无反顾地为此战斗了一生？在我看来，他们的一生大多多灾而清贫。有时我甚至想，许多老党员在汇集到这面旗帜前的家庭状况并不坏，有? One question has always puzzled me. That was many years ago, under what kind of ideological guidance and for what purpose did our fathers come together under the banner of sickle ax and fight for a lifetime without hesitation? In my opinion, most of their lives are disastrous and poor. Sometimes I even think that many members of the old party did not have a bad family situation before they brought together this banner.