“死是一件不必急于求成的事,死是一个必然会降临的节日。”人到中年,想起这句话,心头一阵悲恸。中学时候,在语文课本上读到史铁生的《我与地坛》。“在我的头一篇小说发表的时候,在我的小说第一次获奖的那些日子里,我是多么希望我的母亲还活着。”“我坐在小公园安静的树林里,闭上眼睛,想,上帝为什么早早地召母亲回去呢?很久很久,迷迷糊糊的我听见了回答:‘她心里太苦了,上 ”Death is a need not rush to make a living, death is an inevitable holiday. “ People to middle age, remembered these words, my heart burst of grief. In high school, I read Shi Tyson's ”I and Altar“ in Chinese textbooks. ”“ ”“ ”I was sitting in the quiet woods of a small park on the days when my first novel was published and on the days when my novel first won the prize. Close your eyes and think, why did God call her mother early to return? Long, long time, I heard confused answer: 'She was so bitter heart, on