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不论扮丑还是写书,不论做导演还是做演员,蒋雯丽的每一个决定,似乎都无视失败的风险或旁观者的眼光,只遵从内心的需求。很难想象,蒋雯丽小时候是一个内向、不合群的孩子。为了避免今后上山下乡的命运,八岁的蒋雯丽被姥爷带去学体操。由于没有关系,她被体操队晾在一边。别人在教练的指导下练习,她只能在旁边看,然后模仿。不管她在练什么,只要正式队员过来,她就要闪到一边,让出地方。即便这样,她也从没要求退出过,直到三年后,从新疆调回蚌埠的爸爸偶然看到小雯丽竟然是这么“练”体操的,这才让她以后不要再去体操房。“突然,我的内心里感到无比快乐,就像囚徒得到了自由一般。我仰起脸,满脸是泪,感激地望着爸爸。”蒋雯丽在她的新书《姥爷》里这样写道。由于频繁转学,蒋雯丽小学几乎没有交到真正的朋友。每天上下学要经过一个铁路交道口,她发明了一种叫“逗火车玩儿”的游戏,就是趁火车通过前的一瞬间,猫腰从栏杆下面钻过去,然后用百米冲刺的速度抢在火车前面通过道口。“那个时候,那个得意的心情,真好像得了冠军一样。”蒋雯丽在《姥爷》里回忆儿时游戏,仍是那么欢喜雀跃。接受采访时的蒋雯丽,美丽知性大方,说话语调温柔,爱笑。这和那个总是一个人玩的小女孩,已经划不上等号。不过温顺只是表面,聊得久了,你就能发现,独立、自我才是她的内在。蒋雯丽说:“我是一个活在自己世界里的人。”她
Regardless of playing ugly or writing a book, whether as a director or an actress, Jiang Wenli every decision seems to ignore the risk of failure or onlooker’s vision, only to comply with inner needs. Hard to imagine, Jiang Wenli childhood is an introverted, out-of-group children. In order to avoid the fate of going to the countryside in the future, the eight-year-old Jiang Wenli was brought to study gymnastics. Because of no relationship, she was put aside by the gymnastics team. People under the guidance of the coach practice, she can only watch next, and then imitate. No matter what she is practicing, as long as the official team members come, she will flash to the side, let the place. Even then, she never asked to quit until three years later, the father brought back from Bengbu in Xinjiang accidentally saw the young Levin actually turned out to be “practicing” gymnastics, which made her not to go to the gymnasium . Suddenly, I felt very happy in my heart, just as the prisoners were free, and I looked up with tears in my face and looked at my father with gratitude. “Jiang Wenli wrote in her new book, Grandpa . Due to frequent transfer, Jiang Wenli primary school almost no real friends. Go to school every day to go through a rail crossing, she invented a called ”funny train play “ game is to take advantage of the train the moment before the cat waist to drill from under the railing, and then sprint with a hundred meters Grab the speed in front of the train through the crossing. ”At that time, that proud mood, really like won the championship. “ Jiang Wenli in ”Grandpa“ in the memories of childhood games, is still so happy. Jiang Wenli interviewed beautiful, beautiful and generous, speak soft tone, love to laugh. This is the same girl who always plays alone. But meekness is just the surface, talk for a long time, you can find that independence, self is her inner. Jiang Wenli said: ”I am a person living in their own world.“ ”She