长期以来,我感到自己身上有一种既不完全属于都市也不完全属于乡村的东西存在着,常常感到自己既不是城里人也不是乡下人,当然也不是那种地道的县城里的人。命运使我总是生活在城乡结合部,生活在郊区,仿佛一半在城里一半在乡下,往那边望望是繁华的灯火,往另一面望则是野山田畴,山寺里的桃花。 For a long time, I felt I had something that was neither entirely urban nor entirely rural, and often felt I was neither a city nor a countryman nor, of course, the kind of person in that authentic county town. Fate made me always live in the urban and rural areas, living in the suburbs, as if half of the city half in the country, looking to the other side is the bustling lights, to the other side is wild mountain fields, mountain temple peach.