这是一个心灰意冷的下午,天很冷,我瑟缩着身子感到了前所未有的绝望。这是我第五次找张局长盖章了,但也是第五次被他拒绝。每一次,我都想尽办法,该找的关系找了,该花的钱花了,现在我已经完全没有了主意。可是,如果没有张局长盖的章,我的工作问题就无法落实,失去这次机会,我太对不起我的父母。我是一个土生土长的乡下孩子。父母都是种小麦的,我们家有大块大块的小麦,父亲把小麦不断地磨成面粉送到城里,然后铺成我读书的路。父亲说,我是他们唯一的希望。我在父母的希望中一步一步走出大学的校门,眼看就要有一个稳定的工作了,却在这个节骨眼 It was a disheartening afternoon, when it was cold and I felt the unprecedented desperation I shuddered. This is my fifth time looking for Secretary Zhang stamped, but also for the fifth time he was rejected. Every time, I tried my best to find ways to find the relationship, the flower spent, and now I have absolutely no idea. However, without Mr Zhang’s cover, my job problems can not be solved. I am sorry for my parents’ loss of this opportunity. I am a native country kid. Parents are all kinds of wheat, our family has large chunks of wheat, my father constantly wheat flour into the city, and then paved the way for my study. My father said that I am their only hope. As I step out of the university gate in my parents’ hopes, I have a steady job, but at this juncture