我参加剧团九年来,每年都要跟着剧团在农村演出五个月。上山下乡,使我增长了很多的生活和斗争知识,思想感情也有一定程度的改变,逐渐地熟悉了农村干部和社员的思想感情,从而丰富了我的艺术创造。记得在1958年我演《一朵红花》的时候,因为参加剧团的时间还很短,对农村的先进人物的思想感情了解的也很少,只能用自己主观的想像代替生活。演出以后,人俩都说不对味,演得不像模范人物,演出失败了。正在 I participated in theater for nine years, every year with the troupe in the countryside for five months. Up the hill to the countryside, so that I grew a lot of life and struggle knowledge, thoughts and feelings have also changed to some extent, gradually become familiar with the rural cadres and members of the ideological feelings, thus enriching my artistic creation. I remember when I played “a red flower” in 1958, I only knew very little about the thoughts and feelings of the advanced people in the rural areas because of the short time of attending the troupe. I could only replace my life with my own subjective imagination. After the performance, both of them said nothing, behaved like a model figure, the show failed. Is