二十一年前的十二月初,我在上海天蟾舞台演出《凤还巢》。开演之前,心情特别紧张,因为这是我学习梅派艺术以来第一次演出整本戏。台下那么多同行、前辈和老观众看戏,而我的老师言慧珠,却偏偏又是在今天启程赴港演出,这使我感到失去了依靠,心里很不踏实。休息时,我坐在后台化妆间里,考虑着下半场 Twenty-one years ago in early December, I performed “Phoenix Return Nest” on the Shanghai Tianchan Stage. Before the performance, I was especially nervous because this was the first time I played the whole movie since I learned Mei-Mei art. The audience so many peers, seniors and the old audience to watch the show, and my teacher Yan Huizhu, but why they are leaving today to Hong Kong performance, which makes me feel lost rely on my heart is not practical. Rest, I sat in the dressing room in the background, consider the second half