每年清明给先祖上坟,点燃纸钱后,父亲总要拿出一沓纸钱,走到不远处的一座孤坟跟前去,坐在地上,抽完一支烟再回来。母亲也总会对着父亲的背影,窃笑着跟我们说:“你们看,全村就你父亲把老谢当人看。”大半生活得卑贱的老谢,年轻时当过乡干部。后因爱上一个不该爱的人,被人毒打使坏,还送进了大牢。刑满释放归来,他又成了矮人一大截的瘸子。晚 Ching Ming ancestors grave each year, lit paper money, his father always come up with a pile of paper money, went to a distant grave near to go, sitting on the ground, smoking a cigarette and then come back. My mother always told her father’s back and sniggered and said to us: “You see, the whole village regards your father as an old man.” "Mostly old people are humble old Xie who was a young cadre . After falling in love with a person who should not love, was beaten to make bad, but also sent to prison. After his release from prison, he became a big lame crab. late