我顺着暗黑的道路走得太久,以至于迷路,找寻不到回来的方向。在很长一段时间里,母亲始终怀疑,像我此等生性顽劣的孩童,到底是不是她的亲骨肉。譬如,将午后偷食剩下的果皮残碎在上课起立时悄悄放在前排同学的座位上;将父亲 I went down the dark road too long, so lost, can not find the direction of return. For a long time, my mother always wondered whether it was her flesh-and-blood, such as my impulsive children. For example, in the afternoon, stealing the peel remaining from stealing the food, quietly placing it in the seat of the front row classmates when standing up in class;