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曾经那种对对生命的无力感持续了很久,深深的屈辱与挫败使我不堪重负。我需要有个人来拯救我,只是,后来我发现那个人是我自己。1妈妈说,小时候我最喜欢她做的茶花枕了。那茶花枕缝制得极好,有茶花香味儿。我总是喜欢抱着它睡。不知道从什么时候起,我就不枕茶花枕了,甚至任何枕头都不要了。我将双手弯曲,靠在后脑勺上,就这样做成了一个最简易的枕头。妈妈问,这样不痛么?我笑笑说,这才是最踏实最舒服的枕头。我也不知道我是什么时候开始恐惧身边的一切的,对身边的人缺乏善意,更缺乏安全感。我不知道这是从什么时候开始的。
For a long time, the sense of powerlessness that had lain to life continued to overwhelm me with deep humiliation and frustration. I need a person to save me, but later I found that person is myself. 1 Mom said that when I was a kid, I liked her the most. That camellia pillow stitched excellent, scented Camellia child. I always like to sleep with it. I do not know since when I did not have a pillow, and I did not even need any pillows. I bent my hands and leaned against the back of my head to make it one of the easiest pillows. Mom asked, this is not painful? I smiled and said that this is the most practical and most comfortable pillow. I do not know when I started to fear everything around, lack of goodwill for the people around them, but also a lack of security. I do not know when this started.